PamperedChefDebi
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It is VERY late Monday night here. 1:26 in the morning, actually. Tomorrow morning I have pre-op appointments at Landstuhl Regional Medical Center (that's the major military hospital over here in Germany where all the folks from the war are brought). Anyway, on Wednesday I am having surgical biopsies done on each breast. There is a fibroadonoma (?) in my right breast that has begun to calcify and "something" in my left breast that they could not determine. They wanted me to repeat my mammogram in 6 months but since they felt the procedure was necessary on the right breast, I asked them to do the left breast as well.
I am nervous to say the least. I have complete faith that they will not find anything cancerous, but it is still scary. My maternal grandmother died in 1991 from breast cancer. Mind you, I just turned 40 last month and had my first mammogram and now all this. To top it off, my husband is TDY (away for work in civilian terms) this week. I requested conscious sedation so I won't have to deal with coming out of local anethesia.
So, please pray for me. Mainly, to stay calm and not allow my anxiety to get the best of me. I so wish my husband was going to be here. And it doesn't help that we had a fight on his way out the door and I haven't really even heard from him since he left. (I won't even get into that....Men are such BOYS sometimes.) :grumpy:
Sorry I'm babbling. Too much on my mind really. I'm going to bed with appreciation because I know my CS family will be sending calming prayers up on my behalf. Thank you all and bless you!
I am nervous to say the least. I have complete faith that they will not find anything cancerous, but it is still scary. My maternal grandmother died in 1991 from breast cancer. Mind you, I just turned 40 last month and had my first mammogram and now all this. To top it off, my husband is TDY (away for work in civilian terms) this week. I requested conscious sedation so I won't have to deal with coming out of local anethesia.
So, please pray for me. Mainly, to stay calm and not allow my anxiety to get the best of me. I so wish my husband was going to be here. And it doesn't help that we had a fight on his way out the door and I haven't really even heard from him since he left. (I won't even get into that....Men are such BOYS sometimes.) :grumpy:
Sorry I'm babbling. Too much on my mind really. I'm going to bed with appreciation because I know my CS family will be sending calming prayers up on my behalf. Thank you all and bless you!