I have a show tonight, and after only having 3 cooking shows in the past year, I'm not as practiced as I'd like. I've been surviving until late, on catalog shows. Anyway, I have a show tonight, and I don't even have to leave for 3 hours, but I'm so nervous I could throw up!!! There is going to be 11 guests, and then the host. I've revamped my show outline, and even have note cards to help me throughout the night, but I'm trying to pick up my business so much, and I have a lot of pressure on myself to make this work! I'm sure that has something to do with it, but my last show was HORRIBLE, and I'm just afraid of a repeat! I was dropping food on the floor, and couldn't find my words, and my face was beat red, etc etc. I'm so nervous, that I almost wish I could just stay home in bed and hide under the covers! Does anyone else get this nervous!? This is ridiculous that I'm so bent out of shape!
I keep praying that I'll calm down before I get there....
I keep praying that I'll calm down before I get there....